Im really getting tired

Biggie · 11-08-2007, 05:30 PM

Of waking up every morning to insults by my "mom"

"you're a ****ing loser"

"i hate you"

"you should of died when you tried to kill yourself"

"Better take your pills so you don't try to commit suicide again"

"i should of had the abortion"

That's this morning, before i was out of bed. now she's comparing me to my father, the one person i hate more than her. ya know it's really no wonder why i just don't give a shit about anything anymore and just sleep. stay up as late as i can and sleep into the day as far as i can so i don't even have to face it. whatever, **** it. Bitchshitpiss **** everybody

/ Rant, time to play GTA and run people over

**Ikaika** · 11-08-2007, 06:24 PM

I'm sorry to hear that things at home are so rough bro. It's always incredibly frustrating and hurtful when people you care about say those kinds of things to you.

How old are you? If you're old enough and feel like you're able, why not just move out?

Biggie · 11-08-2007, 07:27 PM

19, i could but i'd have to bounce between houses with other fam and stuff. that's just not my thing, these things don't really bother me much anymore because they happen so much now. just grown numb to them. just helps to type it out for me though sometimes

**Ikaika** · 11-09-2007, 07:58 PM

Is it out of the question to like...move out, get an apartment and a new job, kick ass and take names, etc?

Biggie · 11-09-2007, 08:30 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Ikaika

Is it out of the question to like...move out, get an apartment and a new job, kick ass and take names, etc?

It's not, but it'd be best to get a shitty job and save up some money before i just go fly by the seat of my pants lol. can't even find a crappy job around here though, and with no savings at all that'd be pretty bad. end up in a shelter or something

worst comes to worse, big girls need love too...they just have to pay :mango:

**Ikaika** · 11-09-2007, 08:43 PM

Gotcha...flying by seat of pants can end poorly, esp when pants rip.

You ever consider leaving LA? Definitely not a cheap place to start out on your own, imo.

Biggie · 11-09-2007, 10:41 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Ikaika

Gotcha...flying by seat of pants can end poorly, esp when pants rip.

You ever consider leaving LA? Definitely not a cheap place to start out on your own, imo.

lol, i live far away from LA. im in Norcal, like 10-15min away from that fool succio

cali in general is a shitty place to start out, everything is too expensive out here. that's why i wanna move to the south or out of the US all together

**Ikaika** · 11-09-2007, 11:18 PM

Oh crap I thought you lived in LA. I'm artarded.

There are so many awesome places you could go...depends on what kind of work you want to do I suppose.

**bigDman** · 11-10-2007, 12:10 AM

go live with succio! lol

**Ikaika** · 11-10-2007, 03:01 AM

god damnit your avatar is so hilarious

11-08-2007, 05:30 PM	#1
Biggie Pro Stature Join Date: May 2006 Posts: 838 Recipes: 0 Rep Power: 130	Im really getting tired Of waking up every morning to insults by my "mom" "you're a **ing loser" "i hate you" "you should of died when you tried to kill yourself" "Better take your pills so you don't try to commit suicide again" "i should of had the abortion" That's this morning, before i was out of bed. now she's comparing me to my father, the one person i hate more than her. ya know it's really no wonder why i just don't give a shit about anything anymore and just sleep. stay up as late as i can and sleep into the day as far as i can so i don't even have to face it. whatever, it. Bitchshitpiss ** everybody / Rant, time to play GTA and run people over __________________

11-08-2007, 06:24 PM	#2
Ikaika resident degen Join Date: Jul 2005 Location: San Diego, CA Posts: 3,899 Recipes: 0 Rep Power: 221	Re: Im really getting tired I'm sorry to hear that things at home are so rough bro. It's always incredibly frustrating and hurtful when people you care about say those kinds of things to you. How old are you? If you're old enough and feel like you're able, why not just move out? __________________ No supplement can make up for the lack of a strong work ethic.

11-08-2007, 07:27 PM	#3
Biggie Pro Stature Join Date: May 2006 Posts: 838 Recipes: 0 Rep Power: 130	Re: Im really getting tired 19, i could but i'd have to bounce between houses with other fam and stuff. that's just not my thing, these things don't really bother me much anymore because they happen so much now. just grown numb to them. just helps to type it out for me though sometimes __________________

11-09-2007, 07:58 PM	#4
Ikaika resident degen Join Date: Jul 2005 Location: San Diego, CA Posts: 3,899 Recipes: 0 Rep Power: 221	Re: Im really getting tired Is it out of the question to like...move out, get an apartment and a new job, kick ass and take names, etc? __________________ No supplement can make up for the lack of a strong work ethic.

11-09-2007, 08:43 PM	#6
Ikaika resident degen Join Date: Jul 2005 Location: San Diego, CA Posts: 3,899 Recipes: 0 Rep Power: 221	Re: Im really getting tired Gotcha...flying by seat of pants can end poorly, esp when pants rip. You ever consider leaving LA? Definitely not a cheap place to start out on your own, imo. __________________ No supplement can make up for the lack of a strong work ethic.

11-09-2007, 11:18 PM	#8
Ikaika resident degen Join Date: Jul 2005 Location: San Diego, CA Posts: 3,899 Recipes: 0 Rep Power: 221	Re: Im really getting tired Oh crap I thought you lived in LA. I'm artarded. There are so many awesome places you could go...depends on what kind of work you want to do I suppose. __________________ No supplement can make up for the lack of a strong work ethic.

11-10-2007, 03:01 AM	#10
Ikaika resident degen Join Date: Jul 2005 Location: San Diego, CA Posts: 3,899 Recipes: 0 Rep Power: 221	Re: Im really getting tired god damnit your avatar is so hilarious __________________ No supplement can make up for the lack of a strong work ethic.

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